All
For a Lonely Neshama
Erev
Pesach 5750. An awe-inspired silence prevailed in Gan Eden HaTachton, as
one after the other, rabbanim, shluchim, askanim, and various public
figures received matzos from the Rebbe for their communities and mushpaim.
It was shortly after midday, and as soon as they received the matzos, the
shluchim rushed home to prepare for the holiday.
Nearly
every one of them was preparing a public seider in his city for dozens,
hundreds, or perhaps even thousands of people. Time was of the essence.
Among
them was R’ Moshe Tamarin, not a shliach, but a young man who lived in
Moscow who had come to New York for Pesach and was about to direct a seider
for Russian immigrants in New Haven. R’ Tamarin was asked to get the matzos
for the participants at the seider as well as for the Lubavitchers who
lived in New Haven.
Usually
the shliach, Rabbi Moshe Yitzchok Hecht, personally got the matzos
from the Rebbe for his city, but this year his car’s engine had burned out and
he couldn’t make it to Crown Heights. Binyanim Katz, the organizer of the seider,
had asked R’ Tamarin, who would be arriving in town that day, to get the matzos
for them.
Among
the people waiting for the Rebbe’s matzos was Rabbi Yosef Yitzchok
Stock, shliach in Bridgeport near New Haven. R’ Stock was also holding
a seider in his town and had invited ten Russian families to his home.
Since R’ Tamarin didn’t have a car, R’ Stock was going to take him until
the highway between Bridgeport and New Haven, where he would meet a driver
waiting to pick him up and take him to New Haven.
R’
Moshe Tamarin, followed by R’ Yossi Stock, were among the first in line so
that they could get back home in time for Yom Tov. When it was R’ Tamarin’s
turn, he told the Rebbe in Russian, "…for the seider for Russian
immigrants in New Haven." After the Rebbe gave him a package of matzos
he asked for matzos for Rabbi Moshe Hecht.
The
Rebbe leaned forward and asked, "Ah?" R’ Tamarin repeated his
request for matzos for the seider for Russian immigrants and for
the community in New Haven. The Rebbe, as though not hearing him, asked,
"You’re going to make a seider with Russian immigrants in
Bridgeport?"
For
a moment R’ Tamarin was stunned into silence. He thought that the Rebbe hadn’t
understood him, so he repeated, "No, it’s for New Haven." The Rebbe
held the package of matzos the entire time. An uncomfortable silence
prevailed. The Rebbe turned to R’ Stock and asked, "He’s going with
you?"
"Yes,"
said R’ Stock in amazement, for how did the Rebbe know they would be traveling
together?
"Do
you understand what he’s saying?" asked the Rebbe.
R’
Stock shrugged as if saying, "I don’t understand Russian."
Rabbi
Groner finally told the Rebbe that R’ Tamarin was going to New Haven and was
asking for matzos for Rabbi Hecht.
The
Rebbe raised his hands and said, "Nu!" as if to say, "If
that’s the case..."
The
Rebbe gave R’ Tamarin and R’ Stock each a package and wished them "a
kosher’n un a freilichen Pesach." The two silently left.
***
R’
Stock and R’ Tamarin drove the two-hour drive from Crown Heights. When they
got to the highway between Bridgeport and New Haven, there was nobody waiting
there for R’ Tamarin.
Precious
minutes went by, so finally R’ Stock said, "Come and have the seider with
me. I am also making a seider for Russians, and I don’t have anybody
who speaks Russian to run it properly."
R’
Tamarin agreed - did he have a choice? He couldn’t very well stand on the
highway right before Yom Tov and just wait there! R’ Stock was happy and even
R’ Tamarin was pleased.
Now
they both realized that the Rebbe knew where R’ Tamarin was going. That was
why he had asked, "Are you going to make a seider for Russians in
Bridgeport?"
***
Right
before Yom Tov began, the shliach in New Haven, Rabbi Berel Levitin,
noticed that R’ Tamarin had not arrived. He called the driver who was supposed
to have brought him and discovered there had been a misunderstanding.
The
disappointment was great, for the Lubavitchers of New Haven would not have the
Rebbe’s matzos for the seider that year. Rabbi Levitin had
received the Rebbe’s matzos each year since he was a child. It bothered
him so much that he didn’t have them that year that he got up early the next
morning and started walking to Bridgeport, a distance of 25 miles! "I
figured that if I left early I would manage to get there and back by evening,
and then we would have the Rebbe’s matzos for the second seider."
He
took along his tallis so that he could daven on the way, and some matzos,
for perhaps he would meet someone Jewish and could give him the opportunity to
fulfill the mitzva of eating matza.
He
walked through little towns and the surrounding sparsely inhabited expanses and
fields. Sometimes he crossed bridges and rivers. The sun began to rise and
illuminate his surroundings and then he realized he had erred. He looked around
and tried to figure out where he was, but he quickly saw that he had to retrace
his steps and make a different turn.
After
four hours of walking he found himself on the edge of a small town. Not far from
where he stood was a large hospital. Rabbi Levitin decided, "Getting to
Bridgeport today is highly unlikely, but maybe it’s worth going into this
hospital and seeing if there are any Jews there to whom I can give this ‘bread
of faith’ and awaken their Jewish souls."
He
entered the hospital lobby and asked whether any Jews were there. He knew there
were no religious Jews in this city, and that the number of Jews living there
were few.
The
woman looked at her lists and said, "Yes, there’s one old Jewish woman
who has been here for a few days. She’s on the second floor. You can ask the
nurse of that department."
Rabbi
Levitin went up to the second floor and asked to see the Jewish woman.
"I
see you are a rabbi," the nurse remarked to Rabbi Levitin, noticing his
hat, sirtuk, and tallis. "Perhaps you would know what matza
is. She keeps asking for matza..."
Rabbi
Levitin entered the woman’s room and upon seeing him, the woman burst into
tears. When she calmed down she said that she kept asking the doctors to bring
her matzos. "I am Jewish and it’s Pesach, and on this holiday we
eat matza. I told them, but they said they can’t get matza here
in this town. I was so upset and I prayed to G-d that He send me matza,
and a few minutes later you appeared with matza!"
***
"After
meeting with the woman in the hospital, I turned around and headed for New
Haven," concluded Rabbi Levitin. "Along the way I thought about how
this all came about for the sake of the woman in the hospital. Divine providence
arranged things so that the driver forgot to pick up R’ Tamarin, and I went to
find him and got lost, and all this happened so that I would get to the hospital
and give the woman matza. Since I finished the mission, it was time to
get back home.
"When
I got home it was nearly sunset. I made Kiddush and washed my hands for
the Yom Tov meal. I was in awe, and full of thanks to Hashem for having merited
to do the Rebbe’s shlichus of visiting that lonely neshama in
the hospital."
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